February 20th: Day 4 in my Pursuit

Today was an okay day. Went to SF and had lunch with my old roommate and went to a bunch of toy stores and acted like children. However I got shat on by a bird within the first 2 minutes of being in the city, so that blew. 
Then I got to see Joshua a bit ago, and got a ride to the store for packing boxes and some food. But that only happened because he had a very bad day so he really needed me. But I like it when he needs me, it makes me feel confident in our love. Not that I don’t usually, it’s just reassuring, which helps.

Other than that, today has been pretty relaxed (or at least I’ve been trying to make it that way). I’m trying to make the amounts of work and laziness as even as possible. I know I need to get things done, but if I don’t allow myself to procrastinate for an hour or so I wind up over-stressing myself. And that’s what I’m trying to avoid lately.
Not much else to say really, so I’m gonna go back to Supernatural.