I’m starting something new.

Once again, I failed to be active on here as I promised. However, due to unforeseen circumstances and a massive event of bad judgement on my part, I’m going to have a lot more time to be around for awhile. Possibly a long while. Because of the things that have been happening, I downward spiraled into a deep hole of depression. I was forced to drop out of school, and am in process of moving back home to Oregon. I have no appetite. My stomach hungrily growls at me and I have no motivation nor urge to indulge it. Things are bad. But I’m trying to work through it, and I had the idea today that Tumblr could help.

You’re always told, in instances like this, that writing down your feelings can be helpful. I don’t like hand-writing things because my brain moves too fast and I miss things, so I’m going to type it. I’m turning my Tumblr into a Dear Diary, so to speak, and I’m going to share with all of my followers my bad and good times. My pitfalls and my triumphs. 
If you’re the type of person that is annoyed by this, that makes snide comments at other people’s troubles, or that likes to make anonymous messages trying to break a person: gtfo, now.

I’m going to be cleaning out the list of people I follow and then begin on the process. Starting, naturally, with an explanation of why all this happened.

Today, and for the weeks and months to come, I’m going to be working on my own personal Pursuit of Happiness.