February 2012
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stupiddrama asked: I really like your blog! If you have time please could you check out mine? It would mean a lot to me :) x
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Today, thus far, has been a better day.
Yesterday kind of blew, but so far today is alright. Slept in, had pizza for breakfast, watched some Supernatural, and don’t have to do much if any real work until my madre gets home in 2 hours.
Sometimes lazy days are just really good for the soul: no stress is so what I need right now. Also, I applied at a couple more jobs today, hopefully they prove fruitful.
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I'm back in Oregon...
Due to some last minute drama, my mother and her boyfriend came and got me and all of my things Wednesday evening. I spent the night with them and Joshua before we headed out Thursday morning (Joshua will be here by Monday night). We got here late last night, and my big brother’s birthday was Wednesday. I didn’t think he was as upset as he apparently was that my mother came to get me...
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WAIT WAIT WAIT!
How do people have snow in Sims 3??
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February 20th: Day 4 in my Pursuit
Today was an okay day. Went to SF and had lunch with my old roommate and went to a bunch of toy stores and acted like children. However I got shat on by a bird within the first 2 minutes of being in the city, so that blew. Then I got to see Joshua a bit ago, and got a ride to the store for packing boxes and some food. But that only happened because he had a very bad day so he really needed me....
I got shat on by a bird today.
The universe has been shitting on me all month long, but today, it decided to do so literately. This is apparently what I get for going to San Francisco to have lunch with a friend.
nephronlove replied to your post: When I get too stressed, I relapse.
The same thing happens to me. You’ve got the right attitude. keep fighting and I hope all is well.
That is the plan, I’m doing what I gotta do. Good luck to you with your problem.
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When I get too stressed, I relapse.
So now, on top of moving and dealing with shitty roommates and being depressed, I’ve also got my health to stress out about. I tested at +2 today, but besides yesterday I, admittedly, cannot recall if I’ve been remembering to take my medication.
I’m supposed to be meeting a friend for lunch today, and I feel the need to hide it from everyone (except Joshua) until after all this...
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I'm determined to find a job.
I’ve applied to about 6 jobs this morning, plus the 2 I applied to last night. I’m determined to get a job as soon as possible after I arrive back in Oregon. I don’t want to have to live in my mother’s living room any longer then absolutely necessary. And I also want Joshua to have a place so that he can go back for his cat as soon as possible. I still feel guilty for...
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February 18th, 2012: Day Two
Today was a hard day. Not only because it’s Mike’s birthday but because I started packing today, and it feels a little like giving up.
I keep telling everyone that I’m just putting school on hold for the semester, but I’m not sure I really believe that. Before all of this happened, I was considering Motion Picture Photography as a focus. But now, I’m not even sure if...
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That shitty moment when you realize what today...
Mike’s birthday. For those that don’t know, Mike is one of my many ‘bruders’, aka family friends that are like brothers to me. He passed away 3 years ago and I miss him terribly. Why do the greats always die young?
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I couldn't sleep last night.
I was up until about 2am watching shows because I couldn’t get tired enough to sleep. I took a shower around midnight, a long over due shower at that. It helped I guess. I didn’t eat anything more yesterday, so I’m going to aim for eating at least three times today. I have to start packing things up today, and I’m not feeling very motivated but I’m trying to push...
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February 17th, 2012: Day one of my Pursuit of...
I had a hard time eating today. I had to force myself to eat and only managed to do so twice. Every time I eat I feel a little…off. I can’t really explain it. I’ve been watching United States of Tara. I think it makes me feel better to watch a show about a life worse than mine. It helps to remind myself that it could be worse, plus it makes me laugh sometimes. It drives me nuts...
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My Pursuit of Happiness: Starts with a story
This is gonna be a long one, so open it if you want or ignore it if you don’t. It all starts with my roommates, Lance and Julio. Lance is the only one of us on the lease, and since I returned from a trip home on January 24th, he’s been a total pain in my ass. First he was using MY note pads to leave notes to Julio and I about doing the dishes, or vacuuming the hallway, or whatever....
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I'm starting something new.
Once again, I failed to be active on here as I promised. However, due to unforeseen circumstances and a massive event of bad judgement on my part, I’m going to have a lot more time to be around for awhile. Possibly a long while. Because of the things that have been happening, I downward spiraled into a deep hole of depression. I was forced to drop out of school, and am in process of moving...
December 2011
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FINALS ARE DONE!
Now I have to pack, then going to my honey’s tonight until Sunday morning when I board a bus and start the 14 hour ride back to Oregon. <3
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I love and miss you Mike Maddox, RIP big brother.
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Just one more thing to do for my final!
I have to do a master file explanation still, but then I am DONE. Thank god.
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“I don’t know one of my friends who doesn’t have an issue with their weight. Even...”
– Billie Piper (via supercrazypurplegirl)
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Spent 5 hours in the digital darkroom today.
What do I have left?
-Write an essay to go along with my photos for PH 101 -Do 3 more Master Files and one more Master File Explanation for PH 107 -Re-write my story and revise it for the final draft, for LA 110
It doesn’t sound like much, but the Essay is about 6 pages, the story is also 6 pages, and Master Files take 30mins-2hours to do, depending on the picture.
When is this due you...
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My mind makes no sense.
Le Best Fran: (10:25:18 PM) Fuck. I can picture the music video, but I cannot think of who it's by or what the song is
Me: (10:26:08 PM) -makes iunno faces-
Le Best Fran: (10:27:00 PM) -makes it back-
Me: (10:28:16 PM) -noms on quesadilla and offers the other one?-
Le Best Fran: (10:28:33 PM) QUESODILLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Le Best Fran: : (10:28:37 PM) get in muh belly
Me: (10:29:12 PM) Don't ask me why, but that felt like something that could have been on pokemon. xD
Le Best Fran: (10:29:29 PM) xD
Le Best Fran: (10:29:36 PM) Quesodilla-chu.
Me: (10:29:49 PM) EXACTLY! xD
Le Best Fran: (10:29:57 PM) xD
Me: (10:30:25 PM) I missed us. =']
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This is what happens when I watch 'one more'...
Le Boyfriend: (5:01:11 PM) ily
Me: (5:02:14 PM) OH FUCK MY LIFE! That was a WAY worse Cliff hanger than the one before god dammit. -throws things- NOT FAIR!
Me: (5:02:17 PM) xD ily2
Le Boyfriend: (5:06:10 PM) lmfao. You're cute.
Me: (5:07:55 PM) xD Yes, my rage is adorable. lmao
Le Boyfriend: (5:09:14 PM) Everything about you is. xD
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Still have 3 final projects to get done.
I haven’t started working on them yet today, but I think I’m going to go shower and then start working. I actually feel motivated to do it today. Go figure.
GUYS. Guys. I swear to Merlin if Bella and Edward... →
marinahanna:
I need to study, BUT EVERYTHING ON THE INTERNET IS SO INTERESTING RIGHT NOWWWW.
GPOY
roxanneritchi:
relationships initiated or conducted primarily through means of communication other than face to face conversation are as valid as relationships initiated or conducted primarily through face to face conversation. perhaps you do not engage emotionally with individuals with whom you converse on the internets, but that does not mean other people also do not engage!
or, let me see,...
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dalekstovictory:
Guys, please vote.
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thesluttylittleyoda:
Also if you could reblog this once you’ve voted - to get the word out - I’d really appreciate it.
please go vote. the results are absurdly close right now.
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This is why we can't have nice things.
I’m just mean to people. lmao
bitchesgetpissedon asked: hey dont be such a dick k i know his nose is a fucking pumpkin but guess what who fucking cares k i wanted it to be simplistic i am a fucking fan and my sleeve will be amazing so why dont u go fuck urself if ur gonna be so cynical like u really want to make someones first tattoo seem like a fuck up its not i just printed a random picture and totally forgot his nose was a pumpkin k... bitch quit...
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librariesandquietplaces:
Sign the Petition for Dr. Pepper to Stop their Sexist Ads
sociallyconstructed:
You may have seen Dr. Peppers slogan for their new Dr. Pepper 10 - It’s not for women. Yes. Really. In addition to ridiculous commercials stating the fact, it also says so on their website, facebook, etc.
Quite frankly, I can’t believe they haven’t pulled the campaign yet. Sign the...
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A list of what I have to do today.
This is really more for me than anyone else so read or don’t, it doesn’t much matter.
1) Go to the store for paper towels, tissue paper, and ribbon. 2) Wrap Christmas presents 3) Get last 2 pictures for PH 101 4) Get PH 101 images edited 5) Write essay for PH 101 Final 6) Make Masterfiles/Re-write Story (dependent on when I get 1-5 done)
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